welcome to my life.
Do you ever feel like breaking down..
Do you ever feel out of place.
Like somehow you just dun belong
And noone understands you.
Do you ever wanna run away
Do u lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That noone heards u screaming
No you don't know what's it's like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
3:10 PM
Monday, June 30, 2008
ok. DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN.
haha. that show's not a let down.its rather funny with all the dirty jokes.but something i dont like which is the accent that they're trying to mimic.its kinda hard to understand what they're trying to say.
anyway,its not a bad show after all.its sort of inspiring too. u guys should go watch and u'll know what i mean.
3:26 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
managed to finish my work in time with the help of CT.haha.so was able to go back early.still trying very hard to grasp the "technique" to do things fast and accurate.
anyway today i learned.

going to watch Zohan later.heard its quite a nice show.i wonder if it really is. haven seen a good show for like dunno how long already.better be good.

Man, He's HOT!!
i've got a thing for guys like him. humorous.
oops...
its just a casual remark. i'm always faithful.
going to take a rest nw.
11:50 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
just received a sort of brochure thing for BACHELOR IN NURSING. hahaa.. its like a bloody 23k plus course la. but of course its at SIM.that bloody costly institute.still wondering if to still further my studies.
i should be attending the information talk bout the course sometime in july i guess.
anyway,i saw this mail on the nike+ human race.to like run for 10km. kinda interested to join but currently no one wants to join me.haha.i know it sounds crazy.but just for experience sake wad.u only live once in this lifetime, gotta at least try once.
anyone interested??
11:41 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
i noe its my fault for not doing my job right before handing over.. but is it very difficult for u to just help out.
i just dun understand why people can be so selfish.and i cant be relying on people to hlep me with my uncompleted work,its irresponsible i noe. cant u just be nicer and not so sarcastic??
i thot to retain people in one industry, those more senior have to just help the new staff and things like that?and i cant imagine ho bitchy can a guy like him be... or rather he nvr really considered himself one?
and i swear i dun wanna see that stupid "guy" ever again.i'll throw banana skin on the floor and make sure he trip and fall.then say:"oh..are u expecting me to hold u up?"with extremely girlish tone and the universal ah gua hand sign. FUCK U!
ok.sorry.i didnt mean to be vulgar but towards ppl like this i just cant help it.
still haven get my pay slip yet.boo...its only like mere 1.4 only according to my mother.but its better den none i guess.
my urge of buying this LG KU990 is getting stronger and stronger.i dun wanna waste money but i just cant wait.cant wait for my contract to end.
i think there's like half a year more. Totally demoralising.
IT'S SO CHIO CAN!!
in this picture it shows red.but i dunno why advertisers say its pink. how i wish i can have it in this colour. i think singapore only have like black, silver and that baby pink colour.they only have this darker "pink" in Korea i guess.*sad*
3:40 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
its my day off finally!!
its been like a month plus since i started working. and i wanna shout out to all those still studying.....
WORKING SUCKS BIG TIME!
pls enjoy your holidays and stop thinking of earning money at this point of time.
if u like working,u can go work for all u wan after u completed all your studies. i mean all.
and u 'll noe what it is like.
how i wish i can study and get paid at the same time. or just like wad we've mentioned that day, to lose weight and get paid for every single kilo u've lost.how good is that?
i really miss those days studying in school.so carefree.
but when u start working,its the other story.u cant just skip or rather not go to work as and when u like.i mean u can but it'll affect your appraisal which liewise means lesser pay and stuff. its so shitty.
i love my job but i hate my work.