Notes of The Day

2008-08-16T12:07:00.003+08:00

suddenly in my mind i thought of jay chou's old song, xiang hui dao guo qu. i really miss every moment of the past.drowning myself in thoughts..the uniform days, the CCA days, the laughter and tears we shared, the confrontation and kids stuff. hmmm.. those were all gone already.

recently just met up with my girls again.we're all no longer the same.we've all grown up.like caterpillars to butterfly.we dun really gossip that much.instead,we discussing more bout current affairs,topics on the newspaper which we dread reading in the past.
but meeting them is really nice.we're still together despite of the different and busy schedule.we could just speak our mind which i've not been able to do since we started working and immerse myself in the laughter and "noise" that we produced temporary allow me to forget bout work,stress and stuff.

thanks girls.i miss u all.

2008-07-31T10:58:00.002+08:00

its my off day!!

and when'e the next?

next sunday. how cool is that?!
i've gotta work for like 9days straight u noe!!*sigh* i dun like this.

shoutout to those who wanna be a nurse:
PLS COME AND JOIN US EARLY!!
so we can implemented the 3 days off in 2weeks kinda thing.

sounds desperate yeh?

sadly,we are.

"i love my job but i hate working" i found this totally true.i keep complaining bout stuffs at work but i really like looking after my patient.and it so nice seeing patient leave the hosp looking so well.MOST importantly, they remember you!thats like so much of an achievement for me.
but when it comes to paperwork and report and...(there's more but i dun wanna list them down) really disgust me.

ok.work aside.

i've decided not to be lazy anymore.after being so complacent of all this years..i wanna step out of my "wadever" shell and do something for myself. here's the list:

a Adopt a good sleeping habit/routine.
-like sleeping early, and waking up early too.(since sleeping is my forte, i should be able to do so)

aExercise!
-find time to do some at least.has been living like a pig since dunno when.go for my lesson.

aStop the urge to splurge.
-oh! it rhymes. anyway, i'll stop looking at bags.thats all.

aMore time for friends and family.
-this is the hardest part i guess.for ppl like me who work shift, its really difficult.so i will spend more time with my family watching tv programme with them.
As for friends,MORE MAJONG SESSIONS?haha.just kidding.try arrange for a meetup,i will try and make it there.(im not a organiser person btw).U ORGANISE, I GO.

aBe more appreciative for everything.
-live like there's no tomorrow.cherish whatever we have in the present and accept whoever your are.

i think that's all for the moment.sounds kinda difficult for some but i'll still try.give me your moral support people.

i'm going to read a book nw.signing off.

ps. anyone wants to sell his or her camera at low price? pls contact me or leave a tag.

2008-07-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

im so tired... cant nap enough.

slept at 0330hrs this morn and gotta wake up at 0530.its like 2 hours.

how can i sleep so little and go to work as normal?? i was like a walking zombie at work. cant concentrate keep forgetting things.

gotta go study already.

ciao~

2008-07-10T23:01:00.003+08:00

its sad to noe that u're dying with adv stage cancer. i wont wanna noe if i were him.

just like final destination.u noe u're dying but u cant do anything bout it.

no wonder we learn that we should empathise our patient but we do not let that affect us after work.its really very sad to see the patient and his family members.and nw the person is right in front of u,able to talk and looks well.just living in denial,believing that he can be cured somehow.
when u read about the case,its really heart wrenching.

poor man.wish him well.

2008-07-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

monday's disastrous.
im confused for the whole day. dun even know wad im doing.

I HATE MONDAYS!!

everything's so not in place.fresh in the team.i noe nuts bout their cases.
hope tomorrow will be better.

anyway i'm looking for a camera.anyone knows where to get cheap ones??

2008-07-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

i can multi task.im nw posting an entry, playing viwawa with my mask on. haha. look hideous but still gotta make time for mask...since i still got plenty at hm and my mom doesnt wanna share.

anyway,was damn tired after today's work and still gotta attend this talk on aggressive patient.i was half asleep.then i thot of wad if i were to work and have my degree at the same time.dont think i'll be able to handle it.i'll be sleeping all the way thru lecture.so what should i do?

1)to think that i'll be able to cope and go with it.
2)to take adv dip first.
3)to complete all the studies after bond.

=.= i guess i'll just work first then.as time goes by, i should be clearer of wad i want, isnt it?

2008-07-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

i'm beginning to hate the country more and more.

they say it has the lowest tax deduction as compared to AUS and US.
i say is bullshit.

my dad just told me that i got a fine.
FROM THE STUPID ERP.

its not like we dun pay road tax.den why should we pay for driving on the road again??and yet u gotta pay the COE and stuff like that?

thats totally not fair to all the drivers.if u wants us to pay when we enter town, i think its still reasonable.but not to all the roads right? and i recently read this article that says..

ERP= EVERY ROAD PAYS.

i think its beginning to be quite true.
and if the gov continue to add more ERP to the road, i guess more ppl will complaint there's too little taxi available, the trains/bus are not coming too often.

i really wonder what's the gov up to. *sigh*

2008-06-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

ok. DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN.

haha. that show's not a let down.its rather funny with all the dirty jokes.but something i dont like which is the accent that they're trying to mimic.its kinda hard to understand what they're trying to say.

anyway,its not a bad show after all.its sort of inspiring too. u guys should go watch and u'll know what i mean.

2008-06-29T15:26:00.004+08:00

managed to finish my work in time with the help of CT.haha.so was able to go back early.still trying very hard to grasp the "technique" to do things fast and accurate.
anyway today i learned.
going to watch Zohan later.heard its quite a nice show.i wonder if it really is. haven seen a good show for like dunno how long already.better be good.

Man, He's HOT!!

i've got a thing for guys like him. humorous.

oops...
its just a casual remark. i'm always faithful.

going to take a rest nw.

2008-06-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

just received a sort of brochure thing for BACHELOR IN NURSING. hahaa.. its like a bloody 23k plus course la. but of course its at SIM.that bloody costly institute.still wondering if to still further my studies.
i should be attending the information talk bout the course sometime in july i guess.

anyway,i saw this mail on the nike+ human race.to like run for 10km. kinda interested to join but currently no one wants to join me.haha.i know it sounds crazy.but just for experience sake wad.u only live once in this lifetime, gotta at least try once.

anyone interested??

i HATE that stupid ah gua.

2008-06-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

i noe its my fault for not doing my job right before handing over.. but is it very difficult for u to just help out.

i just dun understand why people can be so selfish.and i cant be relying on people to hlep me with my uncompleted work,its irresponsible i noe. cant u just be nicer and not so sarcastic??

i thot to retain people in one industry, those more senior have to just help the new staff and things like that?and i cant imagine ho bitchy can a guy like him be... or rather he nvr really considered himself one?

and i swear i dun wanna see that stupid "guy" ever again.i'll throw banana skin on the floor and make sure he trip and fall.then say:"oh..are u expecting me to hold u up?"with extremely girlish tone and the universal ah gua hand sign. FUCK U!

ok.sorry.i didnt mean to be vulgar but towards ppl like this i just cant help it.

still haven get my pay slip yet.boo...its only like mere 1.4 only according to my mother.but its better den none i guess.

my urge of buying this LG KU990 is getting stronger and stronger.i dun wanna waste money but i just cant wait.cant wait for my contract to end.
i think there's like half a year more. Totally demoralising.

IT'S SO CHIO CAN!!

in this picture it shows red.but i dunno why advertisers say its pink. how i wish i can have it in this colour. i think singapore only have like black, silver and that baby pink colour.they only have this darker "pink" in Korea i guess.*sad*

2008-06-24T15:40:00.003+08:00

its my day off finally!!

its been like a month plus since i started working. and i wanna shout out to all those still studying.....

WORKING SUCKS BIG TIME!

pls enjoy your holidays and stop thinking of earning money at this point of time.
if u like working,u can go work for all u wan after u completed all your studies. i mean all.

and u 'll noe what it is like.

how i wish i can study and get paid at the same time. or just like wad we've mentioned that day, to lose weight and get paid for every single kilo u've lost.how good is that?

i really miss those days studying in school.so carefree.

but when u start working,its the other story.u cant just skip or rather not go to work as and when u like.i mean u can but it'll affect your appraisal which liewise means lesser pay and stuff. its so shitty.

i love my job but i hate my work.

2008-04-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

finally friday.

im so tired of those lectures and stuff.and it like crash course.notes given out on wed test on fri.but mostly things said we learnt in school.

its good and bad.

good as it serves as a refreshment course.
bad is that its too boring.

thank god its so near my house.

bad news today.i fail my test.hais.by like one mark.20/30.sad.
im gonna be a good gal and study from today on.

be a good and hardworking girl.

first day of work

2008-04-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

first day of work. not work actually. cus we'll have one month of orientation. like a refreshment
course. two months of holidays is enuf for us to forget almost everything.

monday's blue.very drowsy at lectures. looking at dy sleeping so soundly beside me makes me
wanna sleep too.but the seat is damn cramp.making me feel so uncomfortable.

feeling kinda upset.

people always say "u will see a person's true colour over time."

but i beg to differ.

people do change.all the time.u may know this person like this.but it turns out he's not really who u think he is.and u believe by nature, he's not like that.so u blame those silly external factors like fren ard, not enuf sleep etc.
those are just excuses.excuses to make yourself look less like a fool.

so be it!

payday.

2008-04-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

just got a check from my dad.not much.bout hundred plus.but i worked like 3 days only.how cool.someone to send me to work and fetch me back.provide meal money for me.thats like super.

to think of it.i'll be like working in CGH which is like just beside my house, i can save alot.no transportation fee,no need to pay for food if i da bao from home and....most importantly....no splurging cus i only have one day off which will be my "slacking at home" day..

u see.

i practically dun nid to spend on anything other den the CPF deduction,HP bills, com instalment and inv-saving thingy.and my mum said adding everything up its like 600,i guess.

so i still got more den half of my take home pay to go into the savings..

i'm gonna strive..for betterment of the future....sounds familliar?? i think it sounds like our sec sch's motto??? for betterment of self????? haha.

today's my lucky day!

2008-03-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

like i always believe.... after many sway days always comes a lucky day.

i just met mine.

after my steamboat lunch at joo chiat.suggested to go Parkway.as usual my bro wanted to go arcade.just den my father and i was watching the couple play thing machine whereby u have to stop the needle to show how much level u can move up to(it can be negative, den u'll minus levels. depends wad no. it stops at)..think for l0 mins i explained the game to my dad.so after the couple left we decided to give it a shot.

all we have is 5bucks.we even told each other that is kinda impossible to win.so we took it all lightheartedly.

we tried till the last dollar.

and............. we got it.damn heng la.

of course.we chose DSlite.haha.
i cant believe it.its like strike toto lor.like a dream come true.

nw im worrying how many unlucky days to come??

too many sugar, spoils the tooth

2008-03-23T02:01:00.000+08:00

im having a bad toothache.it made me quiet.dun feel like talking as it kinda aggrevates the pain.stupid tooth.
i cant eat.
i cant sleep.
i cant even think.

i was waiting for this webpage to load and i was too concentrating thinking of the pain,for a minute, i was still staring at the screen.din even realised that it's done loading.

yes, is that serious!

i told everyone in the house.and no one seems to bother bout me.my mum din even tell me where that pain killer is kept and went to sleep.
so upsetting.
im so not loved at hm.
anyway manage to find that ACTIFAST =) feeling better right nw. gotta go.

im alone!!

2008-03-14T03:17:00.000+08:00

i miss my fatty.few days cant contact.everytime pick up my phone from my pocket.wanting to send him a msg,den realising he's now away..

like my phone has lost its life.it has stop its last breath since he's last msg before boarding the plane.hais.counting the days.....

went for supper with my bro and frens.kinda interesting listening to their conversation.stupid enuf to entertain..silly enuf to make me laugh.talks revolved ard their so called "happenings",and more guys stuff.it really kinda gives me an idea what guys talk bout when they meet up.no reservations at all.cool.at least they help me spend my first sleepless night.for that moment stop me from thinking and looking at my hp.

viwawa is lagging again.gotta go sleep nw.

2 1/2 more days to go.

i wanna travel too.

2008-03-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

i'm so envious of people going overseas.like candy, sc and my bro friends.i wanna go too..
since dunno when i haven been abroad.

nvm.

i'm gonna save up. and i've a list of places i wanna travel to..

1) BANGKOK
its the cheapest.alot of good food.i can go shop till i drop.wahaha...

2)AUSTRALIA
nice weather.fresh air.friendly people.

3)USA
low exchange rate.most importantly i haven gone there before.

but of course i still have lots of places in mind but these are the major ones.haha..

nw i can only envy...going back to dreamland.hais.

how does it feel??

2008-03-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

how does it feel to be left at lurch..?

some people say it doesnt pay to be a good person.
i agree.

totally.

when people needs help,they come to u.but when u do?they shun u away.
i hate being good.im so tired.

what do i get in return?
like...
"sherlyn?" "oh she's good,she's a nice person"

and den???

wad's so good being nice? i really wonder.

broke chap.

2008-03-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

im damn broke right nw.

$$$$$ '''POOFF!!""into nothingness.

i gotta quit spending.i cant see where my money went to.gotta start my financial planning all over again.

i change it back to blogger cus xanga is too difficult for me.blooger is more friendly.

anyway gotta go viwawa-ing already!

sign off~~