welcome to my life.
Do you ever feel like breaking down..
Do you ever feel out of place.
Like somehow you just dun belong
And noone understands you.
Do you ever wanna run away
Do u lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That noone heards u screaming
No you don't know what's it's like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
8:13 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
finally friday.
im so tired of those lectures and stuff.and it like crash course.notes given out on wed test on fri.but mostly things said we learnt in school.
its good and bad.
good as it serves as a refreshment course.
bad is that its too boring.
thank god its so near my house.
bad news today.i fail my test.hais.by like one mark.20/30.sad.
im gonna be a good gal and study from today on.
be a good and hardworking girl.
9:43 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
first day of work. not work actually. cus we'll have one month of orientation. like a refreshment
course. two months of holidays is enuf for us to forget almost everything.
monday's blue.very drowsy at lectures. looking at dy sleeping so soundly beside me makes me
wanna sleep too.but the seat is damn cramp.making me feel so uncomfortable.
feeling kinda upset.
people always say "u will see a person's true colour over time."
but i beg to differ.
people do change.all the time.u may know this person like this.but it turns out he's not really who u think he is.and u believe by nature, he's not like that.so u blame those silly external factors like fren ard, not enuf sleep etc.
those are just excuses.excuses to make yourself look less like a fool.
so be it!
12:28 AM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
just got a check from my dad.not much.bout hundred plus.but i worked like 3 days only.how cool.someone to send me to work and fetch me back.provide meal money for me.thats like super.
to think of it.i'll be like working in CGH which is like just beside my house, i can save alot.no transportation fee,no need to pay for food if i da bao from home and....most importantly....no splurging cus i only have one day off which will be my "slacking at home" day..
u see.
i practically dun nid to spend on anything other den the CPF deduction,HP bills, com instalment and inv-saving thingy.and my mum said adding everything up its like 600,i guess.
so i still got more den half of my take home pay to go into the savings..
i'm gonna strive..for betterment of the future....sounds familliar?? i think it sounds like our sec sch's motto??? for betterment of self????? haha.
