welcome to my life.
Do you ever feel like breaking down..
Do you ever feel out of place.
Like somehow you just dun belong
And noone understands you.
Do you ever wanna run away
Do u lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That noone heards u screaming
No you don't know what's it's like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
12:22 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
like i always believe.... after many sway days always comes a lucky day.
i just met mine.
after my steamboat lunch at joo chiat.suggested to go Parkway.as usual my bro wanted to go arcade.just den my father and i was watching the couple play thing machine whereby u have to stop the needle to show how much level u can move up to(it can be negative, den u'll minus levels. depends wad no. it stops at)..think for l0 mins i explained the game to my dad.so after the couple left we decided to give it a shot.
all we have is 5bucks.we even told each other that is kinda impossible to win.so we took it all lightheartedly.
we tried till the last dollar.
and............. we got it.damn heng la.
of course.we chose DSlite.haha.
i cant believe it.its like strike toto lor.like a dream come true.
nw im worrying how many unlucky days to come??
2:01 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
im having a bad toothache.it made me quiet.dun feel like talking as it kinda aggrevates the pain.stupid tooth.
i cant eat.
i cant sleep.
i cant even think.
i was waiting for this webpage to load and i was too concentrating thinking of the pain,for a minute, i was still staring at the screen.din even realised that it's done loading.
yes, is that serious!
i told everyone in the house.and no one seems to bother bout me.my mum din even tell me where that pain killer is kept and went to sleep.
so upsetting.
im so not loved at hm.
anyway manage to find that ACTIFAST =) feeling better right nw. gotta go.
3:17 AM
Friday, March 14, 2008
i miss my fatty.few days cant contact.everytime pick up my phone from my pocket.wanting to send him a msg,den realising he's now away..
like my phone has lost its life.it has stop its last breath since he's last msg before boarding the plane.hais.counting the days.....
went for supper with my bro and frens.kinda interesting listening to their conversation.stupid enuf to entertain..silly enuf to make me laugh.talks revolved ard their so called "happenings",and more guys stuff.it really kinda gives me an idea what guys talk bout when they meet up.no reservations at all.cool.at least they help me spend my first sleepless night.for that moment stop me from thinking and looking at my hp.
viwawa is lagging again.gotta go sleep nw.
2 1/2 more days to go.
5:25 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
i'm so envious of people going overseas.like candy, sc and my bro friends.i wanna go too..
since dunno when i haven been abroad.
nvm.
i'm gonna save up. and i've a list of places i wanna travel to..
1) BANGKOK
its the cheapest.alot of good food.i can go shop till i drop.wahaha...
2)AUSTRALIA
nice weather.fresh air.friendly people.
3)USA
low exchange rate.most importantly i haven gone there before.
but of course i still have lots of places in mind but these are the major ones.haha..
nw i can only envy...going back to dreamland.hais.
11:28 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
how does it feel to be left at lurch..?
some people say it doesnt pay to be a good person.
i agree.
totally.
when people needs help,they come to u.but when u do?they shun u away.
i hate being good.im so tired.
what do i get in return?
like...
"sherlyn?" "oh she's good,she's a nice person"
and den???
wad's so good being nice? i really wonder.
6:31 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
im damn broke right nw.
$$$$$ '''POOFF!!""into nothingness.
i gotta quit spending.i cant see where my money went to.gotta start my financial planning all over again.
i change it back to blogger cus xanga is too difficult for me.blooger is more friendly.
anyway gotta go viwawa-ing already!
sign off~~