suddenly in my mind i thought of jay chou's old song, xiang hui dao guo qu. i really miss every moment of the past.drowning myself in thoughts..the uniform days, the CCA days, the laughter and tears we shared, the confrontation and kids stuff. hmmm.. those were all gone already.

recently just met up with my girls again.we're all no longer the same.we've all grown up.like caterpillars to butterfly.we dun really gossip that much.instead,we discussing more bout current affairs,topics on the newspaper which we dread reading in the past.
but meeting them is really nice.we're still together despite of the different and busy schedule.we could just speak our mind which i've not been able to do since we started working and immerse myself in the laughter and "noise" that we produced temporary allow me to forget bout work,stress and stuff.

thanks girls.i miss u all.

its my off day!!

and when'e the next?

next sunday. how cool is that?!
i've gotta work for like 9days straight u noe!!*sigh* i dun like this.

shoutout to those who wanna be a nurse:
PLS COME AND JOIN US EARLY!!
so we can implemented the 3 days off in 2weeks kinda thing.

sounds desperate yeh?

sadly,we are.

"i love my job but i hate working" i found this totally true.i keep complaining bout stuffs at work but i really like looking after my patient.and it so nice seeing patient leave the hosp looking so well.MOST importantly, they remember you!thats like so much of an achievement for me.
but when it comes to paperwork and report and...(there's more but i dun wanna list them down) really disgust me.

ok.work aside.

i've decided not to be lazy anymore.after being so complacent of all this years..i wanna step out of my "wadever" shell and do something for myself. here's the list:

a Adopt a good sleeping habit/routine.
-like sleeping early, and waking up early too.(since sleeping is my forte, i should be able to do so)

aExercise!
-find time to do some at least.has been living like a pig since dunno when.go for my lesson.

aStop the urge to splurge.
-oh! it rhymes. anyway, i'll stop looking at bags.thats all.

aMore time for friends and family.
-this is the hardest part i guess.for ppl like me who work shift, its really difficult.so i will spend more time with my family watching tv programme with them.
As for friends,MORE MAJONG SESSIONS?haha.just kidding.try arrange for a meetup,i will try and make it there.(im not a organiser person btw).U ORGANISE, I GO.

aBe more appreciative for everything.
-live like there's no tomorrow.cherish whatever we have in the present and accept whoever your are.

i think that's all for the moment.sounds kinda difficult for some but i'll still try.give me your moral support people.

i'm going to read a book nw.signing off.


ps. anyone wants to sell his or her camera at low price? pls contact me or leave a tag.

im so tired... cant nap enough.

slept at 0330hrs this morn and gotta wake up at 0530.its like 2 hours.

how can i sleep so little and go to work as normal?? i was like a walking zombie at work. cant concentrate keep forgetting things.

gotta go study already.

ciao~

its sad to noe that u're dying with adv stage cancer. i wont wanna noe if i were him.

just like final destination.u noe u're dying but u cant do anything bout it.

no wonder we learn that we should empathise our patient but we do not let that affect us after work.its really very sad to see the patient and his family members.and nw the person is right in front of u,able to talk and looks well.just living in denial,believing that he can be cured somehow.
when u read about the case,its really heart wrenching.

poor man.wish him well.

monday's disastrous.
im confused for the whole day. dun even know wad im doing.

I HATE MONDAYS!!

everything's so not in place.fresh in the team.i noe nuts bout their cases.
hope tomorrow will be better.

anyway i'm looking for a camera.anyone knows where to get cheap ones??

i can multi task.im nw posting an entry, playing viwawa with my mask on. haha. look hideous but still gotta make time for mask...since i still got plenty at hm and my mom doesnt wanna share.

anyway,was damn tired after today's work and still gotta attend this talk on aggressive patient.i was half asleep.then i thot of wad if i were to work and have my degree at the same time.dont think i'll be able to handle it.i'll be sleeping all the way thru lecture.so what should i do?

1)to think that i'll be able to cope and go with it.
2)to take adv dip first.
3)to complete all the studies after bond.

=.= i guess i'll just work first then.as time goes by, i should be clearer of wad i want, isnt it?

i'm beginning to hate the country more and more.

they say it has the lowest tax deduction as compared to AUS and US.
i say is bullshit.

my dad just told me that i got a fine.
FROM THE STUPID ERP.

its not like we dun pay road tax.den why should we pay for driving on the road again??and yet u gotta pay the COE and stuff like that?

thats totally not fair to all the drivers.if u wants us to pay when we enter town, i think its still reasonable.but not to all the roads right? and i recently read this article that says..

ERP= EVERY ROAD PAYS.

i think its beginning to be quite true.
and if the gov continue to add more ERP to the road, i guess more ppl will complaint there's too little taxi available, the trains/bus are not coming too often.

i really wonder what's the gov up to. *sigh*